Sunday, February 25, 2007
Church yesterday. When I went there, it felt like ages ago since I stepped into that place, and yes, I missed it loads! Service was alright, I guess. Though sometimes I feel that's it's really unfair, that everyone else can be on such a high when I'm not high all the time. As much as I try, sometimes I can't make myself feel spiritually high. And I hate the way my spiritual life fluctuates like that.
Living by faith and not by sight.
And it seemed, yesterday, that everybody finally got the idea that I am going to Melbourne. LOL, and I thought everyone knew already. Hmm. Jared Koh asked me when I'm going, and honestly, Jerad, it's so far away! Like, the end of the year. Haha, but yes, all of you can come and see me off. I'll feel so... LOVED. <3
I wonder what it'll be like over there. Though I'm definitely looking forward to the food, and the shopping. But I'm kinda apprehensive about going there for good, because it's like starting all over again. To be honest, I'm afraid that when I go there, my social life will be as interesting as my primary school social life. Benn's the only one who knows the tragic story, I think. And I don't think I'll fit in. People say, you'll find new friends, oh, and go find a hot Australian boyfriend (HEH). But sometimes I really wonder if I'll be able to do that (fit in, not the boyfriend part LOL). And what happens when I come back? I don't think it'll ever be the same. Because people change, things change, relationships change.
But God doesn't.Labels: Melbourne
STORMcity!;
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